tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61835482011-04-21T19:03:58.234-07:00For All Of This"Tonight my heart is cold. Lost in your lies. Shallow replies."Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comBlogger431100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1094009856109265462004-08-31T20:29:00.000-07:002004-08-31T20:37:36.110-07:00"I hoped that you would comeback, it's been a summer..."
"It's burning up in here, even though the bed is cold on your side. I'd rather die than spend this night here without you..."
Yes. Hi.
Everyone is gone. Josh is still in Houston. This is not a good development. I made all these new friends this summer, only for them to leave. And all the friends I have had are pretty much gone too. And Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1091647997788705762004-08-04T12:14:00.000-07:002004-08-04T12:33:17.786-07:00"Tonight won't make a difference..."
Guess I'll post about the last...however many days since you last heard from me.
Last Friday I got a call from Andy wanting me to go with himself, his g/f Jackie, and a couple other girls to the movies. I agreed not knowing that I was supposed to be one of the girls dates. Her name was Allison. She's going to be a Senior at Westfield. She was really cute, Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1091646798332194302004-08-04T12:12:00.000-07:002004-08-04T12:13:18.333-07:00"And now for something completely different..."
Thanks to Heather.
01. TAKING BACK SUNDAY vs. BRAND NEW > DO NOT make me choose...TBS
02. ANATOMY OF A GHOST vs. COHEED & CAMBRIA > Coheed & Cambria
03. THE USED vs. THRICE > The Used
04. THURSDAY vs. MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE > Thursday
05. THE MOVIELIFE vs. FAIRWEATHER > Movielife (RIP)
06. FALL OUT BOY vs. THE STARTING LINE > Starting Line
07. ATREYUJoshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1091167524364834762004-07-29T22:35:00.000-07:002004-07-29T23:05:24.366-07:00"And everything I know about breaking hearts I learned from you..."
So it appears that this semester I will be going to Community College with hopes of transferring to A&M in the spring. I'm not incredibly happy about this turn of events. Honestly, right now my life is not all that spectacular. I have no future to speak of, not many friends, and the few I have made this summer will be gone in Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1090873655482632952004-07-26T13:09:00.000-07:002004-07-26T13:27:35.483-07:00"Cause maybe you're gonna be the the one that saves me..."
Guess I'll throw another post up here.
It's funny, a friend of mine named Andy who I have known since I was in 3'rd grade randomly showed up at my pool Thursday. I hadn't seen him in about 5 years, and it turns out he lives in my neighborhood. So Friday night I went with his church group to go bowling. Bowled a 94 and an 83. I was proudJoshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1090463091443723852004-07-21T19:23:00.000-07:002004-07-21T19:24:51.443-07:00Yeah, so I updated the links...alot. If you have any suggestions for other cool sites/bands, leave a comment, or just let me know.Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1090442967578332092004-07-21T13:36:00.000-07:002004-07-21T17:49:01.733-07:00Yeah, so I was bored and stole this from Caleb.
FIRSTS:
First best friend: David Gladney actually lol. I've known him since first grade.
First date: 11'th grade...like a real one.
First real kiss: See above.
First break-up: Lol, see above again.
First screen name: doublehelix14
First funeral: My grandmother.
First pets: Snuffy, the cocker/schnauser/poodle mix.
First piercing/tattoo: Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1090437074082109642004-07-21T12:08:00.000-07:002004-07-21T12:11:14.083-07:00"Passed out on the overpass...Sunday best and broken glass..."
Bacardi Stinger
by Josh Kendall
And this is the one thing I can do nothing about
You're leaving and I'm not going to try and stop you
Foot's been out my hearts door since the first day you stepped inside
I swear to God I'll pretend this doesn't hurt
You'd better get out while the getting is good
Abandoned ship, can't say I blame Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1088820298566372072004-07-02T18:48:00.000-07:002004-07-02T19:04:58.566-07:00"Music makes the people come together..."
I would like to address the current state of music in our culture for a moment.
I have a very open mind when it comes to music. I will listen to about 99% of what you could throw at my eardrums and won't complain about it. I, however, am a part of a very small (and getting smaller by the day it seems) minority. Most people listen to one specific genre. Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1088624913980695442004-06-30T12:48:00.000-07:002004-06-30T12:48:33.980-07:00A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, Josh...
(Guess I'll fit in with the crowd)
Act your age? Yeah, sure. "What's my age again?"
Born on what day of the week? Friday
Chore you hate? Ummm...is work a chore?
Dad’s name? Mark
Essential makeup item? Mascara! Wait...
Favorite actor? John Cusack
Gold or silver? Silver
Hometown? Houston, TX
Instruments you play? Guitar, drums, percussion...I can play Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1087870170016484192004-06-21T19:06:00.000-07:002004-06-21T19:09:30.016-07:00Thank you, goodnight people...
Just for Dave.
Spoonman
by Soundgarden
Feel the rhythm with your hands
Steal the rhythm while you can
Spoonman
Speak the rhythm on your own
Speak the rhythm all alone
Spoonman
Spoonman
Come together with your hands
Save me
I'm together with your plan
Save me
All my friends are Indians
All my friends are brown and red
Spoonman
All my friends are skeletons
They Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1087788512477288092004-06-20T20:12:00.000-07:002004-06-20T20:28:32.476-07:0010 cd's you might not own, but I think you should.
So this list definetly isn't set in stone, but these are 10 that I definetly think you can't go wrong with having them in your collection.
1. "Disintegration" by the Cure. Classics like "Lovesong" and my personal favorite "Pictures of You" are great tunes that make for a great record.
2. "Deja Entendu" by Brand New. This entire cd is just Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1087699360560620852004-06-19T19:39:00.000-07:002004-06-19T19:42:40.560-07:00*This is for a friend of mine...she's going through alot right now, enough that it makes me step back and realize I really don't have it that bad. But she needs to know she's loved*
Your life has been so hard
It's dried up angels that can't keep guard
I'm trying to reach your hand
But I'm on fire
I never planned to fade away
Stay with me
Stop pretending when they say that you're nothing
Are youJoshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1086621280065741602004-06-07T08:02:00.000-07:002004-06-07T08:14:40.066-07:00"Then ask me what it's like to have myself so figured out...wish I knew...
Work has officially taken over my life. Here is my schedule for this week:
Monday: Pool closed (thank God)
Tuesday: 12-8
Wednesday: 12-8
Thursday: 10-6
Friday: 12-8
Saturday: 10-8
Sunday: 12-8
This is getting ridiculous. Like seriously.
Yeah, there's a pretty deep post in the works...for now, I'll just leave you with Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1086058451453992782004-05-31T19:41:00.000-07:002004-05-31T19:54:16.996-07:00"You're just jealous cause we're young and in love..."
Yikes. Long time since I've updated. I need to be better about this kinda thing. Oh well. Since I have nothing to post about (hopefully soon) I'll steal ab idea from Amanda. First 20 songs that hit on my random:
1. "She's the Blade" by Sugarcult
2. "Over the Hills and Far Away" by Led Zeppelin
3. "The Stranger" by A Perfect Circle
4. "Cold"Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1083182382116825042004-04-28T12:59:00.000-07:002004-05-16T21:00:46.733-07:00"God if You're there, there's something You're not telling me..."
*All Bible references used in this post will be in the New American Standard version*
If you are a Christian person who considers themselves friends with me...I would advise not reading what is going to follow. You'll be shocked, and you'll probably end up preaching to me something that every single other person who reads this isJoshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1082943178209148292004-04-25T18:32:00.000-07:002004-04-25T18:37:10.186-07:00"Did you know I miss you...my God I miss you..."
*Show up...even if you show up wounded*
The guy who put his hands on you has got nothing to do with me
And the bruises that you feel will heal
And I hope you'll come around
Cause I'm missing you
And you used to speak so easy
Now you're afraid to talk to me
It's like walking with the wounded
Carrying that weight way too far
Concrete pulled Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1080149512620477432004-03-24T09:31:00.000-08:002004-03-24T09:35:20.153-08:00"Though I love you, but my body it leaks like a sieve..."
Uh...yeah. No updates b/c my computer has been shot for awhile now. Stupid piece of crap. Even now I'm on the Paki computer, just thought I'd let y'all know I'm not dead or anything. If you want to talk to me, AIM probably isn't gonna be workin' for awhile, so give me a call on my cell *which thank God works now* 713-775-7188
*peace*Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1078329773596258212004-03-03T08:02:00.000-08:002004-03-03T08:05:52.716-08:00"When I'm back from the road and you're out on it..."
"...I'm tired of this distance, and I believe it's overrated..."
Yeah. So sorry about the long time in between posts. It's not that I forget, it's just that things really haven't changed, nothing too exciting has happened, and everything I want to post about it too personal anyway. So sorry for the lack of updates all 3 of y'all who read Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1077185361614475922004-02-19T02:09:00.000-08:002004-02-19T02:12:02.420-08:00*Not long now...I'm so scared...*
It's an empty night here
The air is still and so am I
Did you know I miss you?
And without you here I just might die
That once we walked down your street and I even held your hand
You kissed me softly but told me I might never understand
I'm a million miles from you
Driving the interstate late at night
I'm thinking of you
And without you here things don't feel Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1076834792363613332004-02-15T00:46:00.000-08:002004-02-15T00:49:17.513-08:00"You and I cold February night, it's been half an hour..."
Valentines day sucks.
And what's with this "Singles Awareness Day" crap? I swear, everytime today someone would say that I wanted to smack them. That is so much more depressing then a simple Valentines Day. Thank you, I am quite aware that I'm single, I don't need a freakin' day to remind of such. Thanks, but the fact that like every Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1076211717184488602004-02-07T19:41:00.000-08:002004-02-07T19:44:21.936-08:00"Breathing deeply, walking backwards. Finding strength to call and ask her..."
OK, it's been awhile...a really long while. I don't know what to post...but let's just see what Blink has to say about some things shall we? Oh, we shall.
Everytime I Look For You
I never found out why you left him
But this answer begs that question
Too blind to see tomorrow
Too broke to beg or borrow
Young and Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1075276795013612802004-01-27T23:59:00.000-08:002004-01-28T00:02:04.686-08:00"I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so..."
Yeah, so about that one post, ignore it...a song sparked my memory that I thought I had long since gotten rid of. Apparently memories are a bit more resiliant then I thought. I removed the post, and it's not a problem anymore.
I'm pretty sure my heart has thrown up it's hands in surrender about this time. Poor thing, being pulled in a Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1074972727370941892004-01-24T11:32:00.000-08:002004-01-24T11:34:12.560-08:00"Convince yourself that everything is alright...cause it already is..."
Oh man. It's Saturday, and there is absolutely nothing to do. Not good. So what do I do? Blog about my boredom. Of course.
Classes are pretty easy this semester. My logic prof is quite a character. I'm sure I'll be posting about him many times this semester. Just picture Albert Einstein, A.D.D., and with a fascination for Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1074905171252019922004-01-23T16:46:00.000-08:002004-01-23T16:50:06.200-08:00There's no one in town I know
You gave me some place to go
I never said thank you for that
I thought I might get one more chance
What would you think of me now?
So lucky, so strong, so proud
I never said thank you for that
Now I'll never have a chance
May angels lead you in
Hear you me my friend
On sleepless roads the sleepless go
May angels lead you in
So what would you think of me now?
So Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1074638027099418272004-01-20T14:33:00.000-08:002004-01-20T14:35:46.140-08:00"Should I go back? I feel alone and tired..."
And I'm back in Galveston...much to my chagrin. Today was the first day of classes, they all seem pretty easy, grades shouldn't be a huge problem at least.
But I have to get a job. Suck.
Sorry about all the emotional rantings as of late. But sadly, I can't tell you when they're gonna stop. I'm still thinking over a whole lot of things, and there's Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1074224830461538042004-01-15T19:47:00.000-08:002004-01-26T07:54:16.246-08:00*If someday for some reason you need me, you know right where I'll be*
Could you believe it
Those sapphire eyes
The brilliant girl with the famous thighs
Then the cameras click and we are stars
Laughing in the back of chauffeured cars
Phone call rings and your voice is desire
Then winter moves into summer fires
I promised you what's ours is ours
Somewhere backstage with Sean and Lars
I go Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1074144036939150382004-01-14T21:20:00.000-08:002004-01-14T21:22:29.153-08:00"Can we get the chemicals in? Cause' anything's better then this..."
And the days drone on...and on...and on. I'm going back to Galveston in 2 days, and sadly, I'm kinda looking forward to it. This break wasn't exactly what I was expecting it to be. I expected to hang out with all my friends from high school, and sit around and reminisce about the good old times, and go to people houses, tell Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1073959754297836242004-01-12T18:09:00.000-08:002004-01-12T18:09:35.540-08:00Well...instead of a post about how I'm feeling about things right now that will probably give more questions then answers, I'll just go ahead and let this song speak for me.
Stare at the Sun
by Thrice
I sit here clutching useless lists
And keys for doors that don't exist
I crack my teeth on pearls
I tear into the history
Just show me what it means to me in this world
Yeah in this world
'CauseJoshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1073533331019095552004-01-07T19:42:00.000-08:002004-01-07T19:42:30.640-08:00And the winner's are:
OK, so I'm gonna copy Manders and do the top 100 favorite songs. These are in no particular order, and there is probably about 500 more I could put on this list, but we'll just go ahead and say these are the 100 best.
1. "Motorcycle Drive-by" by Third Eye Blind
2. "Flavor of the Weak" by American Hi-Fi
3. "Miss America" by Something Corporate
4. "I Miss You" by Incubus
5. Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1073247728237733342004-01-04T12:22:00.000-08:002004-01-04T12:22:27.140-08:00"Still I come for you tonight. Choke my faith, stab my pride. Tell myself that this is the last time I'll bleed for you..."
It's the same old story
She smiled at me, but she seems nervous
I'm falling and she's watching
I wish she would say something
While I stare into the exit sign
And slowly fade away
I know she remembers just like me
But she doesn't seem to care
And I can't let her go
Let her Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1072988086122123412004-01-01T12:14:00.000-08:002004-01-01T12:15:04.243-08:00"Your hands didn't move, but neither did mine. New years will bring me to you..."
Yes, well, about the lack of updates. I apologize. Christmas came and I was fairly busy, and then the day after Christmas I began working at a fireworks stand, where for 5 days I was without a computer. Terribly sorry, I'll try and be better about it.
So, how was everyones New Years? Mine was pretty crazy cool Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-10720385036670632003-12-21T12:28:00.000-08:002003-12-21T12:33:48.100-08:00"I'm coming home, I'm coming home. But I'm still along way off..."
Well, here we are. First semester of college is over and done, faded into it's own overrated virtue. Nothing special, just another season that's a bit too cold for a heart who's thermostat is broken. *Sigh*
After that lovely little bit, it's almost Christmas, and once again, I couldn't think of a single thing to ask anybody for.Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1071820552094376492003-12-18T23:55:00.000-08:002003-12-18T23:56:06.156-08:00The Official Return of the King Post
Sorry kids, but it must be done.
OK, so I admit that after reading what they left out of the movie (from the book that is) I was a little bit sceptical going in to the movie. I mean, the battle for the Shire is pretty important. And while that part was cut out, after seeing the movie, I'm happy to report that it's still one of the greatest films I've ever Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1071643469899488862003-12-16T22:44:00.000-08:002003-12-16T22:44:43.550-08:00"Cause' I'm waiting for tonight, then waiting for tommorow. And I'm somewhere in between..."
It's almost over...
First semester of college will be in the books tommorow. Two finals, and I'm done. I have to say that as far as expectations go, college was a major letdown. I mean, there's not alot to do, the work isn't nearly as hard as you're told it's gonna be for your whole life. So overrated. Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1071459211546026312003-12-14T19:33:00.000-08:002003-12-14T19:39:57.183-08:00"I always thought I wanted so much more. Now I'm not so sure..."
Well, another day, another post for your reading enjoyment.
Today Ashley K and my beautiful loving wife Amy came to visit. We watched "Scrooged" and "The Wizard of Oz" and went to IHOP. And now my snookums can play guitar thanks to my lessons! *Love*
We got the Paki a Santa hat, and dyed his beard white. Now he's the Paki Santa. Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1071424254466960682003-12-14T09:50:00.000-08:002003-12-14T09:51:08.136-08:00We Got Saddam!Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1071383640671141872003-12-13T22:34:00.000-08:002003-12-13T22:34:13.673-08:00cheesyguy 85: hmm
cheesyguy 85: there are two things i want too
cheesyguy 85: ...
cheesyguy 85: a penguin and a barstool
chosen044: PENGUIN! i want a penguin! if you get one can we share?
cheesyguy 85: no...i'll get you your own
chosen044: wow. i feel so special:-)
chosen044: a penguin of my very own! how ever will i thank you?
cheesyguy 85: i don't know...a car?
chosen044: sure. i'll get you a Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1071347559640794772003-12-13T12:32:00.000-08:002003-12-13T12:32:52.556-08:00"The drops of rain they fall all over. This awkward silence makes me crazy..."
OK. I've officially lost sense of all time. I stayed up all night before one of my finals, took it at 8, then came back and slept til like 5 last night. I have had trouble remembering what day it even is.
Congratulations to Amanda B! She made it a whole day without tripping on anything, so she recieved her first everJoshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1071179300708047672003-12-11T13:48:00.000-08:002003-12-11T13:48:32.896-08:00So take a shower, shine your shoes. You've got no time to lose. You're a young man you must be livin'..."
Hello. How are you? Good? Glad to hear it.
And again Josh wakes up about the time that most highschoolers would be headed to their last class of the day. What's sad is, I have roughly a month and a half before I'm going to have to start waking up before 12 on a regular basis. Such is Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1071087113867420112003-12-10T12:11:00.000-08:002003-12-10T17:10:53.643-08:00"Loneliness doesn't tell you what you lost, only that something's missing..."
^A good quote indeed. And incredibly true.
So it's 2 in the afternoon, and about half an hour ago I had the drive to actually get out of bed. This is what college has done to me. My motivation factor is at zero, and quickly falling into the negative. I'm afraid of what's going to happen if something comes up that Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1070996038038673242003-12-09T10:53:00.000-08:002003-12-09T10:54:09.586-08:00"I wish it didn't have to be so bad"
Yeah, so I'm listening to "Wendy Clear" by Blink 182. Probably one of my top 5 of theirs. "I'd play with fire to break the ice." Great stuff.
So, school is incredibly boring. I've got 3 finals, one of them is comprehensive, and even that one is in my easiest class. I had a 4 day weekend last weekend, and I think it's fair to say that Aaron and I accomplishedJoshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6183548.post-1070944373869471312003-12-08T20:32:00.000-08:002003-12-08T20:33:05.670-08:00Yep, one more time, Josh is starting up a blog. But I'm incredibly bored usually. So I promise to post regularly...really...I will...Joshhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11494209902256328578noreply@blogger.com